What is truth? Apparently there are philosophers who have attempted to come up with a true definition of the semantics of truth, but it's a slippery fish. The main problem i see is that we can only be as true to others as we are to ourselves. If i am trying to hide or ignore something from myself or "shovel it under the rug" so to speak, it's very unlikely that i'll be able to clearly express the truth of that to anyone else. My non-admission then becomes the source of a new "truth" to someone else who thinks they have all the facts when they don't. Being "honest" with each other then requires going back over several months of events to the point when reality split and suddenly we were working from two different "truths." It's not a new story. It's actually very boring because it happens all the time. However, i think most of the time that split happens and is never discovered. What a strange thing it is to be willing to trace back through the forest to find out where things went wrong.
I feel like a door opened in my world and suddenly i can see again for the first time. It must be that spring thaw thing happening.~w
Friday, March 29, 2002
Did you know that last night's full moon was the "Full Worm Moon?" I had never heard of that until last night, but the Farmer's Almanac seems to agree. Apparently it comes from the fact that winter is ending and as the ground begins to thaw the worms are awaken and leave their castings. It's natures way of preparing the ground for the new growth of spring. I found that kind of interesting since Easter on Sunday (and i believe it is always the Sunday following this moon) takes it's name from the Anglo-Saxon fertility goddess Eostre.
So get out there and spring forth with new life this weekend!~w
Thursday, March 28, 2002
The sky is blue and the sunlight coming through the window is lighting up the gray rainy day of the poster in my room. I feel like whatever happens today, it can't be anything but a good day. The full moon will be bright tonight since it lit up my whole backyard last night almost full. Things are shaking up and changing as the tulips send forth buds to bloom through the blanket of winter's sleep. I feel like my winter dry limbs are greening up with the smell of spring in the air.~w
Wednesday, March 27, 2002
I got a phone call this morning just to make me run later, but i learned about this earth send. I also have to attest that Reiki goes a long way in getting rid of morning aches and pains. Anyway, i must be off...~w
Tuesday, March 26, 2002
I did blog yesterday! I did, i did! See, it's right below this one...
I was trying to help a friend with some butterflies last night when i got a couple of calls wondering why i didn't post this weekend. Mostly because i couldn't get to blogger for some reason, but perhaps also because i was literally focusing my energy on other things.
Now it's a matter of balancing all this new fun stuff that i want to play with and the rest of the work that needs doing. I feel a bit like i suddenly have magic powers or something, but no one needs rescuing at the moment so i'm putting on my glasses and sitting down at the desk to get the regular work done. ~w
Monday, March 25, 2002
I couldn't get to blogger all weekend. I'm not sure why, perhaps i just wasn't supposed to blog.
Anyway, it was a full weekend of Reiki I work and i'm a bit buzzy and goofy from it. As usual, i'm running a bit late this morning, but i have a feeling i'll be wanted in the office earlier than usual today.
Spring has pushed the cold air back and it looks to be a gorgeous day today.~w